I’m sorry that you’re dealing with this anon. Dealing with homophobic parents can be really hard, and its something a lot of LGBT people deal with. At the end of the day, your happiness is what matters most. If you’re in a position where you’re safe to do so, and you WANT to do so, then you should feel free to live your life in the way that will make you happy. I’m not telling you whether or not to come out, because that’s ultimately up to you, but keeping that part of you down ju...