From the very beginning—I struggled with adjusting to being a mom. It’s a good thing we had another baby fifteen months later and still another one seventeen months after that. But whether it was one child or three kids under age three, I felt as though I was drowning. I struggled during those early years of motherhood, and it was disappointing because I wanted so desperately to love it. But I didn’t. I just floundered and stumbled my way through. Head Outside I signed up for differen...