I started out my current job with good intentions, but it's not working out and it's been a few years. I consistently under-perform, miss deadlines, feel like I'm blown about like the wind in my role, and I'm consistently of no value to my team despite being in a senior role. My manager has grown frustrated and I know there is no upward mobility at this company for me. Whenever my fingers touch my keyboard my soul screams at me and I'm flown a decade into the past when I actually had somethin...