I found my first collar yesterday. I hadn’t thought about it for years, and didn’t even realize it was a collar until I saw it. A little bell on a ribbon, before I even knew I was a sub…| Ecofeminist
I managed to go to Walmart by myself today. And I’m really proud of myself. I had to psych myself up for about 2 hours beforehand, promising myself cupcakes afterwards (I was going for a few ingredients). It was terrifying, and my heart is beating like I just ran a marathon, but I did it! … Continue reading Walmart, Solo- Social Anxiety Style| Ecofeminist
Hello all! I know I’ve sort of fallen off the face of the planet, but I’ve been insanely busy. Rather than bore you with the details of my hiatus, I’d rather tell you what I’m involved with now! I’ve got a lot of really new, very exciting things going on, and this would go very … Continue reading Welcome Back!| Ecofeminist
I’ve been feeling a bit better lately. I still feel just a little hollow, but a bit of affection from Clark always helps. I also just received my replacement promise ring (I lost my original! Devastating!) and it is so beautiful. An independent photographer also has asked me to model for him. Modeling has always … Continue reading Only Up from Here| Ecofeminist
I’ve been gone a while. I guess I’m trying to reorganize my life. I’ve been putting on quite a show these days, and I think people are fooled, but I can feel my social anxiety worsening and the beginnings of depression. I’m bone tired of this pretense. I’m starting to get numb again. Maybe a … Continue reading Is it worth it to try at this point?| Ecofeminist
I feel almost unsettled as of late, mostly due to what is swirling in the media. Caitlyn Jenner’s transition, lovely as it is, has put me on edge due to the amount of hate that I keep reading in the comments. Each one hurts me, despite the fact that it isn’t about me. I still … Continue reading Opinion Piece: Caitlyn Jenner, The Duggars, and Rachel Dolezal| Ecofeminist
Hello! The past few weeks have gone overwhelmingly fast. First, I finished my finals and got pretty good grades in all my classes. An A, two A-s, two B+s. I’m honestly just happy that I got such good grades in Core and my Atlantic World class. My sister graduated successfully and will spend the next … Continue reading Life Flows On| Ecofeminist
Remember that exams do not capture your essence. They don’t take your personality or heart into account. They don’t measure the contents of your soul. Tests are important, but not that important. Don’t stress- your life will work out exactly how it needs to. As my Jido would say, “If it doesn’t matter in 10 … Continue reading Marginally Important| Ecofeminist
3 days until this semester is complete for me, and I am officially a 3rd year in college. I will be halfway done with undergrad soon! It’s an exciting time for me. I’ve got a few finals and a few papers that I need to complete, but I have been slowly cleaning up my dorm … Continue reading Almost There!| Ecofeminist
Me: I love you, asshole. Clark: I love you too, you little dick.| Ecofeminist