the sisyphean task of living | valentine's days
Saturday evening, curled up in my chair, anxiety a second heartbeat behind my real one. I've wanted to cry all week from the sheer number of tasks I have to ...| valentine's days
Saturday evening, curled up in my chair, anxiety a second heartbeat behind my real one. I've wanted to cry all week from the sheer number of tasks I have to ...| valentine's days
It never gets properly dark in the city, for me. There's always a car, always a siren, always my own lights kept on because I'm still cramming for something....| valentine's days
Lately I've been trying, and failing, to think of what to say when I come back to this blog. I'm not leaving (I like blogging far too much!), but I have made...| valentine's days
...and a bassist. And a guitarist. And a...ukulelist?| valentine's days
Well, yesterday, more accurately. It's an extremely ungodly hour of the night and I haven't managed to sleep.| valentine's days
Tuesday evening. I need to do the dishes, but I want to sit down and write first. I went shopping for toiletries yesterday and school supplies today, so I'm a bit appalled at how fast money's been flying out of my hands. I definitely need to eat more meals at home this week.| valentine's days
Home again from college, with a now three-day headache. I never really got over the motion sickness from the bus; I'm one of those people who have to get knocked out immediately because you can't be sick if you're not awake. Unfortunately, I was awake for way too long. I haven't been making it easier for myself by reading incessantly, either. There's just way too much I wanted to read but couldn't because I had to get through finals first. Ugh. Maybe it's time to surrender and take the parace...| valentine's days
The hours tick on. These past few days I've been trying my best to study for my one final exam, but I just...can't do it. I've been trying to make it fun1, but I don't think I could ever find histology that fun, unfortunately. I don't think I'll let myself fail, but it could be a very embarrassing score. Ah, who cares?| valentine's days
I've never stuck so long with a personal blog, so this is honestly a crazy post to make for me. Keeping this up for so long that I can say it's been a year? Damn, who am I?| valentine's days
I'm back in the city again, starting my internship! I need to reevaluate my wardrobe—all my clothes are either lab-inappropriate or just straight up heatstro...| valentine's days
Every single app has a completely unnecessary AI button. My classmates keep talking about those AI slop animals that I can barely keep up with. (And do I to...| valentine's days
welcome to the archives! grab your favorite book and stay as long as you want.| valentine's days
I'm Valentine. As you've probably already guessed, that is not my real name. I like my (semi-)anonymity. I may be spilling my guts on here, but I'd like to d...| valentine's days
Yesterday I finally caved and calculated my final grade for one of my major classes. My professor had posted all our scores a few weeks ago, but didn't give ...| valentine's days
When I was studying for my college entrance exams, I had a review center (cram school) teacher who absolutely could not stand being average. "Don't be ,"...| valentine's days
