the mysterious power of grief | marking my words
Yesterday, there were no words to write. Instead, all the emotions came violently to the surface. I cracked. Between mournful wails and squeezing tight...| marking my words
Yesterday, there were no words to write. Instead, all the emotions came violently to the surface. I cracked. Between mournful wails and squeezing tight...| marking my words
I'm back to the writing page early in the day. It's 7:29 AM and while my sleep hasn't regulated yet (grief insomnia and jetlag things), I welcome a routine of early mornings. (I've naturally been a night owl, so waking up before sunrise without an alarm has been a mighty change).| marking my words
I think I'm reaching the point of breakdown. Not to sound dramatic or unhinged, but I mean this in a "reaching the point of dgaf and ultimate surrender" beca...| marking my words
It's a new week, and I feel compelled to be more social. To brave the outside world again. To make plans with friends and receive support. I'm open to receiv...| marking my words
Grief insomnia has stolen my nights. I wake up alert at around 3 AM, with maybe a handful hours of sleep. I might as well return back to my daily blogging...| marking my words
Whether it is to blog, vlog, or live-stream, I think for me, being "visible" online is deeply attached to the desire of being known.| marking my words
i admit, i'm coming back to this blog with more fondness after absence. here are some ramblings that needed expressing. (tw: depression, suicide)| marking my words
my heart is heavy - so heavy i can feel my chest buckling under its weight.| marking my words
for the few who visited this blog, sorry for going mia.| marking my words
I haven't been offering or talking about my because honestly, I've been doing a lot of soul-searching and undergoing a lot of personal transitions. My re...| marking my words
hi, i'm Nadine! currently found online as @newmoonnadine. looking for a home where i can write and create more openly without the sense of urgency & no...| marking my words
I haven't had the courage to write or work on writing till now. I'm currently in Zambales, Philippines -- visiting my dad with my siblings. But not the w...| marking my words
