chapter 2 "I don't know where to turn next with my career. Such is the problem that is ceaselessly buzzing in my ears. Indecision is the worst of evils." At school he continued to immerse himself in books, writing detailed notes about his classes and indulging in typically grandiose adolescent reflections about the nature of the world. He made few close friends. "I don't like society, above all this frivolous and shallow society," he wrote. "Literature suits me. Reflection and meditation are ...