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I’ve always been a sucker for maps. There are many curiosities about the way maps relate to space and make you engage with it. Within TRPGs I’ve been particularly struck by the diverse styles of maps that artists make within the OSR-adjacent space. Some of my favourite artists are skullfungus, paths peculiar, ways unseen, gnarled monster, and Fernando Salvaterra. I love how the simplicity of the line-art and doodles can convey so much style. When I see these drawings I immediately begin i...| Indecisiorama
I’m often preoccupied. I worry that I need to figure things out so I don’t have to worry about them later. But that keeps my sympathetic response active. I have a hard time just enjoying the present and not feeling anxious about what I have to do. Even when I don’t have responsibilities, I work to optimize my time amongst work, hobby, personal projects and even socializing. I need to find the sense in what I’m doing, or I get restless and anxious. Even doing nothing needs to fit into ...| Indecisiorama
So, I have OCD. I won’t go into the full story, but I used to have lots of tics and rituals, some of which could be quite disruptive. Over the years things have improved and now I rarely tic at all. My OCD manifests more in my thinking structures and rigid schema (which is why a philosophy of becoming is both therapeutic and a challenge for me). I have noticed that I’m still hyper-specific about where things “need” to be in my apartment, or anywhere that I consider “personal space...| Indecisiorama
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Its been some time since the last post I uploaded here, so in order to break the ice I’m gonna do the dreaded thing; I’m gonna make a blogpost about blogging.| Indecisiorama
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Discord is going public. These are not just rumblings anymore; they are stated intentions. This is frustrating. But I need to make peace with it, these are just the ebbs & flows of online platforms. Nothing lasts forever, no place is ever truly stable, adapting with the times and finding new solutions (until they inevitably enshittify as well) seems like part of the course. Anything that works too well finds this fate.| Indecisiorama
I’ve been thinking about my relationship with philosophy lately. I miss reading more of it, sometimes. I miss the patient reading, the depth of insight, the ...| Indecisiorama
I wonder how people manage to do so many things. I’m working on my thesis, I’m behind schedule, but I also don’t have a huge time pressure. I still feel bad ...| Indecisiorama
